Jocelyn Flores歌詞

作詞 : Jahseh Onfroy aka: XXXTENTACION/Ciara Nicole Simms aka: Shiloh Dynasty
作曲 : Jahseh Onfroy aka: XXXTENTACION/Ciara Nicole Simms aka: Shiloh Dynasty
I know you're somewhere, somewhere
I've been trapped in my mind girl
Just holdin' on
I don't wanna pretend we're somethin'
We're nothing
I've been stuck thinking bout' her
I can't hold on (I've been thinking)
I'm in pain, wanna put 10 shots in my brain
I've been trippin' 'bout some things, can't change
Suicidal, same time I'm tame, picture this, in bed
Get a phone call
Girl that you ****** with killed herself
That was this summer and nobody helped
And ever since then, man, I hate myself
Wanna ******' end it
Pessimistic
All wanna see me with no pot to piss in
But ****** been excited 'bout the grave I'm diggin'
Havin' conversations 'bout my haste decisions
******' sickenin'
At the same time
Memories surface through the grapevine
'Bout my uncle playin' with a slip knot
Post-traumatic stress got me ****** up
Been ****** up since the couple months
I'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on
And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb
I'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on
And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb
I know you so well, I know you
I mean I can do anything
I know you so well, so well
I mean I can do anything