Loose Ship歌詞

My brain is split in two
One half is far away
Far across the world
Close to the water
And I need to find a way
To reconnect in the new year
And I need to find a way
For you to come back here
Look what I did again
I left you and I ran away
You should be used to the metaphor
I'm a loose ship with old age
And I'm going out to sea
I need to see what I got in me
But now I know what I didn't do
It took me so long now I feel it too