Again歌詞

I haven't been myself lately
I don't blame you for not wanting to say
Saying things that I don't mean
Not meaning what I say
When it's good
it so good
When it's bad
it so bad
Maybe I really have gone mad
What am I supposed to say
when I end up driving everyone away
Cause,l am on fire
a crying,burning liar
Seeing nothing,noting, but myself
And l'm the one with the lighter
Every inch of me is charred
God,what happened to my heart
I'm about to fall apart
again,again
And you're never coming back
And l'm not okay with that
And l shouldn't let myself get attached
again *18
What's done is done
and nothing's gonna change
I should be moving on
but I still feel the same
And it's like every day is a fight for my life to get some self control
And when you've forgotten who l am
it just feels,it just feels
I'm nobody at all
I lost myself
hitting the ground
I tried to scream
and made no sound
I should have known
it was no use to try and run from
the cycle of abuse
the cycle of abuse
I am on fire
a crying,burning liar
Seeing nothing,noting but myself
And I'm the one with the lighter
Every inch of me is charred
God,what happened to my heart
I'm about to fall apart
again,again
And you're never coming back
And I'm not okay with that
And I should've let myself get
Every inch of me is charred
God,what happened to my heart
I'm about to fall apart
again,again
And you're never coming back
And I'm not okay with that
And I should've let myself get attached
again *16