Disheartenment歌詞

[01:05.11]Lying in a dark corner
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[01:12.54]The black candle light is dying out
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[01:19.19]Trying to refuse this suffering
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[01:28.90]As coldness burns my pale naked flesh
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[01:34.58]I faced my fears a thousand times
[02:01.14]Endless doubts
[02:03.28]Life of paranoia
[02:07.70]I try to find a way out
[02:15.77]From this state of suicidal urge
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[02:57.43]I watch with empty eyes the blade
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[03:04.64]As tears begin to fall down my face
[03:13.60]Another night alone with myself
[03:21.09]At one with melancholy and depression
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[04:13.74]I bleed because the dark is near
[04:21.66]I cry as i realize you can' t be here
[04:29.82]I need to caress your skin in the night
[04:38.12]But now my only friend remains this knife
[04:46.93]Why must i live with these fears?
[04:54.57]I know my only tragedy is my mind
[05:02.68]Sometimes i think i'm wasting all the joys
[05:10.53]And with this bitter thought i fear to die
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[05:51.04]I feel so jaded now, so far away
[05:59.33]I can't face next morning with this pain
[06:06.79]Another cut lacerates my flesh
[06:14.61]Sometimes i think it will be the last
[06:23.03]I'm only trying to objectivate this hate
[06:30.87]I prove towards myself and life itself
[06:39.06]I only need to watch these fifty wounds
[06:47.36]I opened upon my body in the night
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[07:27.24]I only need to stop these sick death thoughts
[07:35.72]And cry for joy when you'll be here again
[07:42.24]I'll watch you sleeping naked at my side
[07:51.55]I'll kiss you and this blood will stop to flow
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[10:24.42]Everyone can kill himself one day
[10:32.40]Life brings pain and suffering on our way
[10:39.97]Cut your wrists, it's simpler than it seems
[10:47.63]But in death you'll know...
[10:53.90]Disheartenment wins
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