Heavenly Father歌詞

Yeah, now everybody tellin' me a lie
Lordie, give me something for my soul
See I don't wanna think of suicide
So please don't take the lock key off my door
See I been tired of ******g all these girls
And I been tired of spending all my dough
And if I give my story to the world
I wonder if they'd book me for a show
See you can't handle pressure on your own
So why you carry boulders by yourself
The story stole, they tell it till it wrong
And glorify the horror and the wealth
And mama call me tell me coming home
And I just need some guidance in my steps
I know i'm not the only one alone
I know i'm not the only one who felt
Heavenly father why are you so far away
Heavenly father why are you so far away
Heavenly father why are you so far away
Heavenly father why are you so far away
Yeah, I'm praying that I make it 25
They be calling doctors for my health
And "no" is kinda hard to say to drugs
Because I been having problems with myself
And I been asking questions, where the love?
And they don't give me answers just a check
And they don't know my issues as a child
Because I was busy cutting on myself
And hanging from the playground wasn't wrong
Until you got a rope up on your neck
And I been losing more than just my mind
Gathering whats left of self-respect
And daddy why you call me while you drunk?
And why you never love me when I need it
And I don't wanna be like you no more
And I been tryna cope I'm getting ****ed
Heavenly father why are you so far away
Heavenly father why are you so far away
Heavenly father why are you so far away
Heavenly father why are you so far away
Yeah, ay
I smoke too much, the problems of a 20 something
I drink too often, there's liquor pouring from the faucet
You would assume by following the tunes
That i'm doomed to die young, addicted to dry plum
These ******* ain't ***t and ***** is my greatest vice
I love smoking ****, I hate advice
I know some *****s that talk good
The wise men from a long line of ***** made and bridesmen
You never had nothing but ******g dreams
You just caught up in the hype
The fa***on and so it seems, the limelight
I know that I rhyme tight
No need for your 2 cents and burning your blueprints
These people think I really give a **** about the ***t they give a **** about
Just need a moment of silence, just close your ******g mouth
Infatuated with violence, gun in my ******g mouth
So you don't even know that i'm serious, know what im talking 'bout
Like you got punchlines for days
So generic your flow
You're too cold, you're aged
And you got punch lines for days
So generic your flow
You're too cold, you're aged
And they souls was never in it, like yeah
They souls was never in it like