我曾虛度過的青春歌詞

我虛度過的青春 - 楚新
                  我想到幾年前的我
                  那個本該擁有大好青春的我
                  那個親手埋葬青春的我
                  不 那不像我
                  說起來有些可笑
                  這竟是我的年少
                  是騙自己的驕傲
                  不值一提的榮耀
                  那時候覬覦世界
                  總想要得到一切
                  在燈紅酒綠一夜
                  幾塊錢都要去借
                  說什麼年少有為
                  父母都白了雙眉
                  那時我眾人相陪
                  從不聽好言相隨
                  我也曾滿懷期待
                  不覺得世界很壞
                  到首次欠下了債
                  被朋友拒之門外
                  我為了幼稚愛情
                  曾掛了三天吊瓶
                  讓爸媽徹夜不寧
                  還喊著沒她不行
                  我總是大言不慚
                  把所有人都隱瞞
                  從不說自己多難
                  卻沒有力氣償還
                  為她買昂貴的花
                  陪著她天天泡吧
                  卻不知父母傷疤
                  連針都不捨得扎
                  每一次燈紅夜晚
                  每一次酒杯倒滿
                  每一次墮落到懶
                  每一次無知呼喊
                  我結交所謂手足
                  混進了所謂江湖
                  自以為勾勒宏圖
                  卻只是一場虛無
                  我夾著昂貴香菸
                  覺得我酷到沒邊
                  卻不知吐的煙圈
                  要爸爸幹上一天
                  再說說我的驕傲
                  僅一個遊戲賬號
                  皮膚要全部買到
                  想起來真是可笑
                  我無數次的夢到
                  周圍人衝著我笑
                  笑我的良心丟掉
                  笑我的虛假閃耀
                  我夢到她的離開
                  說著我真是不該
                  說鮮花幸好沒開
                  你當初就不該栽
                  我也曾哭聲落地
                  是家族裡的延續
                  是他們口中美句
                  怎卻是玉不成器
                  說起來有些可笑
                  這竟是我的年少
                  是騙自己的驕傲
                  不值一提的榮耀
                  這是
                  我曾虛度過的青春