Ipse dixit (feat. Saku)歌詞

It's the deepest night and I try
To rearrange my hopes and thoughts and dreams that died.
There's no big surprise, yet I still cry,
my expectations withering within your sweet lies.
There is no denying that relying never holds a happy ending.
Now I am the fool, there's no one else around to blame.
And it might just feel like my mind's playing tricks on me
but everything is breaking down
with the ground that's underneath.
It felt wrong to doubt, unjustified.
Was trying to see through the things I thought weren't right.
With my selfish thoughts and narrow sight,
I persuade myself to just forget, to overwrite.
I tried to hold on to what I have yet to lose.
It won't last long and it feels just like a lousy, lame excuse.
Let me live in my illusion just a little while,
while everything is breaking down
but there's nothing left this time