Vanish歌詞

Vanish in the world around me leaving ash and bone
This crown of thorns it shows no mercy but it's my own
I grace these walls with all my failures
What have I become?
I think it's time for my forgiveness, lick these wounds to heal
A loveless crime with no conviction, left behind the wheel
I know it's time, lay down surrender
Someone take control
I'm afraid to love because I'm afraid I'll leave
I'm living with these lies that only I believe
I don't want to walk and I don't want to run
I'm afraid of falling in front of everyone
Hold me down and hurt my feelings, I won't do the same
Locked away my heart unwilling, I've taken all the blame
The darkest hour always finds me
The story ends the same
I'm afraid to win because i don't want to lose
I'm afraid of falling under your review
I'm afraid to live and I'm too tired to try
I fall behind these shadows and killed off all the light
This never ending longing feeling waiting to be loved
I'm still believing in forever but it never comes
I don't want to walk, don't want to have to run
I'm afraid of falling, i keep falling, in front of everyone