Legendary歌詞

I wanna die legendary
Was never meant to be ordinary
The thought of it all is sort of scary
Knowing one day, someday I'll be buried
Cause I can't accept it, cause I've been rejected
I've been put down and disrespected, told my confessions to studio sessions
I never found somebody, that I could connect with
Yo, **** me right, i can do anything right
Went through the battle, but I won that fight
Sick of the competition making me feel like, i was never good enough
But all my life I'ma rip and prove, that I'm through with second place
Because I'ma take first, i don't know what's worse
Blessed with a curse, and it's been a minute
Since I have been to church, though I feel like I'm unimportant
I know that I have a purpose, rather or not that I feel like I'm not worth it
I'm sure not perfect, and I'm sure perfection is just a reflection
Of how you interpret; it
And I'm nervous but on the surface, you can see that I'm confident
And I'm dominant and I'm certain, *****
If they think a rapper's better than I, they never heard of Sik
I'm the illest to spit it,they didn't wanna listen, keep on pretending I didn't rip it
You've been diminished I'm rippin, you must consider your career finished
I'm the sickest theorist, it's making them admit it
The second they start hearin' it, one day I'ma die and I'm nearin' it
I won't accept that unless I'm a legend, and I know that you hear me *****
Don't like this life I'm promised, don't like this life I live
This is my only moment,I know that this is it
I wanted this forever, i'm still surviving barely
I scream but they don't hear me, i can't die ordinary
I wanna die legendary
And I'm back again
Never was meant for a normal life, i said I was not meant for a normal life
I said it twice, so that way I don't forget it
If I settled for a nine to five, and I pay the bills with
The rhymes on mind, i decided to think of
Before I get on the mic, lonely nights, these unfair fights
I lost my friends and made some new ones, but I'm still doin' alright
I am not a human being, stood away from the druggy group of teens
Didn't follow the typical routine, of a hi***chooler
Who developed the habits, of go smoke and drink
I had hopes and dreams; and I love my stoners
I just knew it wasn't meant for me, i had to pass when they puff puff pass the green
And I had to make that sacrifice, to get where I need to be
This is my passion and skill, if I don't become a rapper
Who the **** will, turned down the parties
Where thots would pop pills, have my mom and dad proud
I gotta keep it real, and nobody feels how I feel
Whack ass rappers always get a deal, radio rappers, who's next I gotta kill?
Your rhymes are silly, this city really doesn't **** with you
Boy you ain't ill, and I'm standing tall
Even with the weight that I carry, i scream until they ****ing hear me
I'm surviving barely, i do not fear death
And yes, I know the enemy varies, and I'll be known for centuries
Not tempoprary, broke out of the Sanctuary
'Cause I won't be buried as ordinary, i'ma die legendary
Don't like this life I'm promised, don't like this life I live
This is my only moment, i know that this is it
I wanted this forever, i'm still surviving barely
I scream but they don't hear me, i can't die ordinary
I wanna die legendary