Prove Yourself歌詞

I can't afford
to breath in this town
Nowhere to sit without a gun in my hand
Hooked back up to my cathode ray
I'm better off dead
Prove Yourself
I wanna breath I wanna grow
I'd say I want it but I don't know how
I work,
I bleed,
I beg,
I pray
But I'm better off dead
I'm better off dead
Prove Yourself
Why?