Can't Have It All歌詞

Can't Have It All - Jay Brannan
Applying moisturizer in the microwave window
For the tenth time he should've called me an hour ago
Would he be here with flowers if i lived in Arizona
They say there's no love left in the big cities It's kinda true
I guess you'll find me coming soon to a small town near you
I'll sell my guitar so i can by myself a tractor
F**k this this can't be my life
I moisturized ten times tonight
Why can't I sit down and write
Bring this question to light
Do you want a lover or do you want a life
One hand or the other the butter or the bread knife
Do you choose Winter Spring Summer or Fall
It's driving me crazy
That I can't have it all
If these walls could talk they'd probably cry out for mercy
'Til i'm outlined in chalk I'll be romantically thirsty
So I drink and drink from the proverbial time sink
F**k this this can't be my life
Tears flowing in full force tonight
Why can't i sit down and write
Bring this question to light
Do you want a lover or do you want a life
One hand or the other the butter or the bread knife
Do you choose Winter Spring Summer or Fall
It's driving me crazy
That I can't have it all
Do we hold the future or does it come in peace
And if it's in my hands are you sure it should be in brittle hands like these
Life love and the pursuit of all the things they promised me
Can i have all of the above
Are the best things in life truly free
Do you want a lover or do you want a life
One hand or the other the butter or the bread knife
Do you choose Winter Spring Summer or Fall
It's driving me crazy
That I can't have it all