「pay money to my pain this life」的歌詞如下：
Verse 1：
oh no no
she was crying
on her knees in the middle of the night
just trying to get a hold of herself
now she feeling pain and guilt and doubt
like she did wrong
Chorus：
pay money to my pain
it won't let me be fine
i can't control it no more
just give in and i'll forget the way it feels now
Verse 2：
all alone i don't want nobody
around me feeling safe
everyday the same pain
trying to block it out
with drink and pills but i just get more and more confused
the walls are closing in on me now i'm feeling trapped
Chorus：
pay money to my pain
it won't let me be fine
i can't control it no more
just give in and i'll forget the way it feels now
Bridge：
i'm feeling lost and i don't know what to do
i'm feeling like i'm going nowhere
so tired of trying to find a way out
and all the while my mind is drifting further away
Chorus：
pay money to my pain
oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah
(重複) now i'm letting go and feeling my way back home again
(重複)now i won't let this pain take over my life again
(重複)but for now it won't let me be fine oh yeah
(重複)but now i won't let this pain take over my life again (重複) 我的翻譯： 痛花錢 今天的我一直在哭著在痛中熬過黑夜 剛一開始是在白天想到悲傷和難堪之後讓我心中承受著的無形的重擔像世界背叛我一樣的難過了 金錢和悲傷是我的唯一了 我已經不會好好控制自己的情緒了 我現在想要放棄了 再也不去管什麼 我會讓痛苦再次讓我不再是我的 我現在只是需要獨自呆著而已 什麼也不要讓我看見 沒有一點安全感的日子在過著 痛苦天天都是一樣 把同樣的痛儘量隔絕起來 卻只會被喝酒和吃藥更加混淆 牆壁也正朝著我靠近讓我感到被困住了 我感覺迷失了方向，不知道要做什麼 我感覺自己正在向任何地方前進 已經厭倦了尋找出路 而我的思緒卻一直飄浮著越來越遠 我現在終於不再讓痛苦控制我的生活了 我現在要讓自己重新找回自我了 金錢和悲傷是我不再是原來的我了 但我現在已經不會再讓它們控制我的生活了 我的翻譯可能有些許不同，但大致意思相同。