《pay money to my pain》的歌詞全文如下:
Yo, let me get it.
Now they got me tryna be mad.
A-m-d
On a shelf they call god, yeah
Money makes me say aahhh, ahhh
With no lights, the aloneness
Got me feeling like I'm in a trance
And I'm just tryna pay my rent
To my pain and anxiety
Yo, I'm feeling like a zombie
Got a little bit of money in my pocket
But I'm still feeling like a loser
Trying to pay the bills in the paper
Just gonna grab some takeout
Spend another day chilling on the rooftop
The alcohol numbs my senses
Soon as the liquor hits my liver, my face numbs
All this paper don't buy me happiness
My ego gets stronger when my account goes higher
Tryna pay my rent to my pain and anxiety
Yo, it's a vicious cycle
Can't seem to break the cycle
Trying to get my mind right
Trying to find some peace of mind tonight
So I can sleep, yeah
Yo, it's a real life struggle
But I'm still tryna make it work
Tryna make my way up out this valley
But it's hard when you feel like you're drowning in quicksand
Yeah, it's a hard life, but I'm still here tryna grind it out
I ain't got no other choice but to ride it out, yeah
Now they got me tryna be ballers.
A-m-d, this how they lure ya
Take you up then let ya fall faster
This life, these pressures I know it ain't forever, yeah.