Untitled歌詞

作詞 : RT Jonny
作曲 : RT Jonny
編曲 : RT Jonny
Every time I’m rhyming, why is it so hard to breath
Focusing hard on the timing my words hit the beat
When the lines get too emotional, I hit delete
I guess that’s the other side of me you’ll never see
I say that I’ll make it, I guess that’s make believe
They say that I fake it, that’s what your eyes perceive
My closest faded and I ain’t even got time to grief
Maybe I just don’t see what I’ve achieved
I’ve been putting up shots on court daily like I’m Stephen
Wanna hit that jackpot, Waiting for that triple seven
I’ve been searching for the answers, but what the **** is the question?
I’ve been through hell but why do I still believe in heaven
Damn
I’ve done everything that I can but it’s still not enough
I’ve gave everything to my fans but they say it’s not the stuff
I gave into therapy cuz my mind is ****ed
The only thing I know cures is whiskey and a puff, man that shits tough
I’m sitting in my room everyday tryna combine these rhymes
Reach into the back of my mind tryna find these lines
Wanna move forward but I can’t keep my mind from rewinds
Sometimes I feel my life and my mind isn’t even mine
It’s funny, the realest me is when I’m intoxicated
When I let it all out, the only time I ain’t faking
The only time I feel all the weight on my shoulder lifted
I feel like doing this is a curse, but they say I’m gifted
Voices in my head start talking every time I’m jotting
I try to drown all these demons, but I’m the one that’s drowning
I’m perfecting my craft, but truthfully, my rhymes are rotting
But I shouldn’t worry too much, cuz I’m the one they crowning
Maybe that’s the devil talking but I can’t tell no more
Don’t wanna do shit at all, spacing out, I’m down on the floor
This time I think it’s finally done it, reached into my core
This is when I need you the most, god why you closing your doors?
Sitting on the floor, room’s spinning and I’m trying to breath
Got my finger on the trigger, devil’s telling me squeeze
Need a rest stop, need a pep talk, god I’m begging you please
I’m way too ****ing proud to get down on my knees ****