Choices Interlude歌詞

Sometimes I wonder if the music's really worth it
I feel like it's my purpose
But it's hard when bills at home
Just keep stacking up into surplus
Wanna give my mama the world
Man she deserves it
Even just peace of mind
F*ck diamonds and purses
'Cause that's s*it that we ain't never had
Don't wanna say we had it bad
When there's people on the street
Steady living outta bags
But we been through thunderstorms
Weathered through the rain
Seen some hard times that I don't wanna see again
And so I'm focussed
Studying working and making music
No time for sleep or social
At times I feel I'mma lose it
But I was given this voice
And I'll be damned if I don't use it
You don't get to pick your start
But your end is how you choose it