Breaking the habit歌詞

Linkin Park - Breaking The Habit
Memories consume
Like opening the wounds
I'm picking me apart again
You all asume
I'm searching in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
and say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know its not alright
So I'm breaking the habit...
I'm breaking the habit... tonight
Clutched my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I have no options left again
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
Cause inside I realize
that I'm the one confused
I don't know what's wo