Even If I Don't歌詞

I miss you most in the morning
most every morning
I wake up thinking
I could call
I could come visit
I could come running
we could relive it
but when I think of all that we've been through
going back to you
seems such a foolish thing to do
I hope you know
that even if I don't
I wanted to
all those words
you said at the ending
were pretty revealing
and I can't forget them
all those ways
we missed at connecting
despite all our trying
it always came back to
what I couldn't give you
so when I think of starting up again
or trying to be friends
it seems impossible to do
that even if we can't
I wanted to
who knows why
two people perfectly aligned
should ever have to find themselves apart
I'll never understand my heart
I miss you
most in the morning
most every morning
I wake up crying