Long Way Down歌詞

I don't hear the church bells ring
Or the choir when they sing
The black of the night
Like the back of the knife in my hands
Walking round the same old town
I guess I took the long way round
The thought of you touching her skin
And I don't understand
Then I realize that I need you now
And all my lies come back around
But I can't heal when I'm bleeding
I can't believe that I'm leaving
And I realize that it's a long way down
To the ground
I didn't let you see me
Let your good love heal me
The thoughts in my head
Full of shame and they kept me alone
I loved you with my purest heart
My demons caught me in the dark
And now I've lost you
The only place that was home
Then I realize that I need you now
And all my lies come back around
But I can't heal when I'm bleeding
I can't believe that I'm leaving
And I realize that it's a long way down
To the ground
And I realize that it's a long way down
To the ground