i can't carry this anymore歌詞

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Feel it heavy in my bones now
感到銘心刻骨般的沉重
Feel like everybody goes out
似乎身旁已經空無一人
And smiles for the 'gram yeah
在Instagram上強顏歡笑
Tried but I can't
努力嘗試著卻不能治癒
Prayer in the shape of Prozac
祈禱是另一種形式的百憂解
Try to medicate the lows that
嘗試去治癒那些低落情緒
Come meet me in the night time
晚上來見見我吧
Losing track of my time
我已經失去了時間的觀念
Mama said gonna be all right
媽媽說 一切都會好起來
But mama don't know what it's like in my mind
但媽媽不知道 我內心到底是怎樣的感受
Mama said that the sun gonna shine
媽媽說太陽總會如常升起
But mama don't know what it's like to want to die
但媽媽不知道 渴求死亡的這種感覺
I can't carry this anymore
我再也無法承受了
Heavy from the hurt inside my veins
傷痛在靜脈中流淌
I can't carry this anymore
我再也無法承受了
Wonder what it's like to be okay
我想知道“好起來”到底是什麼樣的
Would you like me if I drank that
如果我喝下它 你會多看我幾眼嗎
If you wanted I could take that
如果你想的話 我可以服下它
I'll do anything for love
我願意為愛付出所有
I don't feel like I'm enough
我覺得我做的這些還遠遠不夠
You can probably see right through me
也許你會直接看穿我的意圖
Cuz I can promise if you knew me
因為你了解我之後 我保證
You would probably walk away
你會離我而去
No you wouldn't want to stay
不 你不想留在我身邊
Oh, Mama said gonna be all right
oh 媽媽曾說一切都會好起來的
But mama don't know what it's like in my mind
但媽媽不知道 我腦海中到底充滿著什麼東西
Mama said that the sun gon' shine
媽媽說 總會陽光四射
But mama don't know what it's like to want to die
但媽媽不知道 渴望死去的那種感覺
I can't carry this anymore
我再也無法承受了
Heavy from the hurt inside my veins
傷痛在靜脈中流淌
I can't carry this anymore
我再也無法承受了
Wonder what it's like to be okay
我想知道“好起來”是什麼樣的
I know I'll be fine it's just that
我知道我終究會“好起來”的
Every time this comes back
每次這一種感覺在腦海中回溯
Tell my maker up above that
請告訴我的創造者
I have had enough and
我已經受夠了
I can't carry this anymore
再也無法承受了
Heavy from the hurt inside my veins
傷痛在靜脈中流淌
I can't carry this anymore
我再也無法承受這些
Wonder what it's like to be okay
我想知道怎么樣才能“好起來”