Pearl歌詞

作詞 : Hymnium
作曲 : Hymnium
I'm sitting alone in a dark room
No one's searching for me
The one that should support me
is asking what if I don't
Every word I said could be a bullet
While it turned to silence
My stuffed animal would be my best friend
He knows all my secrets
He knows who I wanna be
He knows how hard it is for my
to hide to try not to cry
for the truth I've carried for years
Tell me how can I deny
how can I lie
There's something 'bout morality
something 'bout my purity
My whole system's collapsing to the ground
Tell me how can I calm down
If only black and white
deserves to be empathized
Then tell me what's the point of me to be born in between
begging for mercy
While all I'm thinking
is to be a pearl in a tainted dark sea
Sailing in the night
Take me to the sun
While my tears they dry
Blocked from the daylight
It's outta my sight
I'm standing on a collapsing stage
This world won't stop spinning for me
The creation of me feels like a curse
Overthinking flood in in the darkness with nostalgia
Wish I had a time machine