you cried as loud as you could but nobody heard歌詞

you cried as loud as you could but nobody heard - Wraith
Please just get a grip
I will always hate myself for being this way
I will always hate myself for being this way
Shut my eyes and wake me up when I'm not a mess
I am not worth all the pain
I am not worth all the stress
I just wanna meet your standards
I just wanna be your answer
I just wanna be enough