Recurrence (Prod.Siren)歌詞

作詞 : HS.Matt
作曲 : Neil Lee
Yesterday I had a dream
About the past time that I release
guaranteed no tear when mind is clear
But I cannot protect myself at sleep
Millions of pictures
Thousands of fissures
guess dwelling on the pain is my demeanor
so many regrets and so much pity
How can I get rid of em can someone teach me
They broke my heart and made me shady
My words went wild and my mind went crazy
someone call me? I pick up the phone
All just delusions I am always alone
Now all I can say is sorry
memories hide beneath my breathe
and every street light along the lane
I can't walk give me my cane
And all I remember is pain
When I recall there is only rain
Let it go let my soul be chained
You see my smile and you know it's feigned
But that's OK
I gave my all to try to fit in the group
but you say I want to dupe
I won't negate
whatever you say
In this world there just isn't my place
See the stars align
Would they give me one more time
If seven stars form a line
Can I grasp it to go back time
How many people under the same sky
Living like a shadow asking the same why
The spike in my spine
the night can't rewind
That's fine that's mistakes of mine
and now the dream flees
Standing in the same place feeling empty
Can someone make me a cup of tea
Just give me the cup cuz my tears would complete
Believe me I can foresee my misery
Eventually I have to see my tragedy
All I loved on the other side of the curb
All I cared turn out to be causing the hurt
That's when I find no meaning in living nor even suicide
Cuz it's another way of being serious to life
it doesn't worth it
To myself the best way is to curse it
No one can save me I just live like a hermit
Make me into hourglass when I demise
Finally reverse it been confined by time
my pride made I rivive when I die
It's just why I have two lives to die twice