holding on歌詞

I couldn't believe it though it seems that
I became friends with my demons
What's going on?
I?just?wanna get even
Got?a bad hair with a card?[?] down
Only waking up when I'm kicking it in hell
Get the most of everything I had
Fell in love, maybe things aren't as bad
As it may seem but I need a stop
Thanking it so ****ing much, yeah
Holding on to everything in the past
Little more of what's going on
But I can never change, yeah
You know that I'm holding on
To everything in the past
I know that I need to stop
Pretending that I don't care
Anymore, anymore
No I need to stop go and pretending
Really flipping Everest
We go and send it
Feel like I'm caught up again
Feel like my feelings on top of me
Make me fall in the end
I feel like two-fold
Feel like two-tone
Feel that patty call my wrist
Cause it's been too long
No, hey
What's it called for
What are we here to all for
Feelings that I been holding down
Holding on to everything in the past
Little more of what's going on
But I can never change, yeah
You know that I'm holding on
To everything in the past
I know that I need to stop
Pretending that I don't care
Anymore, anymore