bad apple歌詞

Ever on and on
I continue circling
With nothing but my hate
in a carousel of agony
Till slowly I forget
and my heart starts vanishing
And suddenly I see
that I can't break free-I'm
Slipping through the cracks
of a dark eternity
With nothing but my pain
and the paralyzing agony
To tell me who I am
who I was
Uncertainty enveloping my mind
Till I can't break free and
Maybe it's a dream
maybe nothing else is real
But it wouldn't mean a thing
if I told you how I feel
So I'm tired of all the pain
of the misery inside
And I wish that I could live
feeling nothing but the night
You can tell me what to say
you can tell me where to go
But I doubt that I would care
and my heart would never know
If I make another move
there'll be no more turning back
Because everything will change
and it all will fade to black
Will tomorrow ever come?
Will I make it through the night?
Will there ever be a place
for the broken in the light?
Am I hurting? Am I sad
Should I stay, or should I go?
I've forgotten how to tell
Did I ever even know?
Can I take another step?
I've done everything I can
All the people that I see
I will never understand
If I find a way to change
if I step into the light
Then I'll never be the same
and it all will fade to white