in the wind歌詞

I can't sober up
Quick enough to think about this with a level head
Nothing's black or white
Take a closer look and tell me what the hell you find
Always ******* up
My heart is buried underneath the things we left behind
Loving you is tough
But I'd say that all the **** was worth it in the end
Can you say the same?
And can we work this out?
We're headed towards some darker days
But people find out some different ways
To cope with the ****** up **** inside our brains
Now the fire's rage
As I sit back and waste away
She show me how to live without sorrow
Baby I don't love you
I was sippin' out the bottle
Every breath I take in slower
Cause ***** I never cared
You know I'm used to cold shoulders
You know I can't think about that night
Cause every day there's a brand new lie
(i know my worth)
Yeah, I'm a ******* burden
(damn)
She smoking back to back
I got the Jack, it's going fast
I feel the weight up on my chest
The pressure, 'bout to snap
Anything we had and anything we promised
(This isn't gonna work, and I'm just being honest)
I can't see a thing that I don't like about you
But you will
Right now I can't
But you will
You know, you will think of things
And I'll get bored, and feel trapped
Because that's what happens with me
I felt the sting of the nicotine
As I beckon it in by a limousine
Supplement the sorrow
With a side effect of libertine
Worship it like an ***********
Blessin' my skin with the deader sheen
Show it off behind a wall
You built to bribe my demons to reconvene
Inside my head on my shoulders
I no longer fear getting older
All that the lies that you fed me
Have beaten me bitter
And hardened my heart like a boulder
It's colder
Colder than ice
Ice that will shatter and break the beholder
There's not enough hunger to heat it back up
So I sit by the smoulder and smolder
Now I don't sleep
Won't make a peep
Maybe a splash of the tears
That I paint on the sheets
Were we used to meet
Now all of the space that we shelter together
I find incomplete
Can't leave my bed
Can't even eat
Can't look at myself without owning defeat
I'm stuck with a mess of a head
And a heart that just won't ******* beat
Look, the way you left me got me jealous of the firewood
Couldn't leave this earth through spirits
Hopefully the pyre should
You saved me at a time when I had nothing to inspire good
But when you left, you crushed me in a way only a liar could
Don't play the ******* victim