this is how i disappear歌詞

Go!
If you won"t explain the unforgivable drain all the blood
and I"ll give the kids a show.
My street like this dark night, not say once down below
there"s things that I have done
you"ll never...you"ll never know!
And without you is how I disappear
and live my life alone forever now.
And without you is how I disappear
and