emails i can’t send(Explicit)歌詞

emails i can't send (Explicit) - Sabrina Carpenter
Lyrics by：JP Saxe/Sabrina Carpenter/Julia Michaels
Composed by：JP Saxe/Sabrina Carpenter/Julia Michaels
It's times like these
Wish I had a time machine so
I could see what you did October 13th
At 10:15 were you really asleep
Were you lying to me and the family
There's no "us" in us when I'm lacking trust
You wanna discuss ugh
You disgust me
Don't make me cuss you out
Why'd you let me down
Don't say sorry now
And thanks to you I I can't love right
I get nice guys and villainize them
Read their texts like they're having s*x right now
Scared I'll find out that it's true
And if I do then I blame you for
Every worst that I assume
When I'm forty-five someone calls me their wife
And he ****s our lives in one selfish night
Don't think I'll find forgiveness as fast as mom did
And God I love you but you're such a dip****
Please ****ing fix this
'Cause you were all I looked up to
Now I can't even look at you
I mean as they say in Chicago
He had it comin'