WAKING UP歌詞

Is this real
Because I can't feel
I reach into the darkness
And there's nothing to hold
Trying to heal
But spin my wheels
The more I try to stop this
The more I lose control
Am I just a ghost in my own machine
In a sandbox in the entropy
Some reality
Got a hold of me now
And I don't think I'll escape
Am I too attached to a memory
Stuck in my head for eternity
Am I in between
Or the in between
And I don't think
'Cause I'm not waking up up up
Waking up up up
Waking up up up
Waking up up
I'm not waking up up up
Waking up up up
Waking up up up
Waking up up
Conversations
With simulations
They say there's no escaping
It's a never ending road
My salvation
It's lost in translation
The more I can't explain it
The more I lose control
Am I just a ghost in my own machine
In a sendbox in the entropy
Some reality
Got a hold of me now
And I don't think I'll escape
Am I too attached to a memory
Stuck in my head for eternity
All I in a dream
Or the in between
And I don't think
'Cause I'm not waking up up up
Waking up up up
Waking up up up
Waking up up
I'm not waking up up up
Waking up up up
Waking up up up
Waking up up
I'm not waking