BUSY / SIRENS歌詞

BUSY / SIRENS (Explicit) - Saba/theMIND
I'm so alone but all of my friends
But all of my friends got some s**t to do
Yeah all 'em got plans
I call 'em I'm bad at texting
They never 'cross me like bad pedestrians
I've been this awkward since adolescence
I don't know how long I had depression
Never no peer-pressure
I'm tryna' get my little pecker off in some girl
I call my BFF that ain't no secret kept
I f**ked then told my cousin
I'm broke I wasn't buzzin'
I tried to hit a few years she wasn't budgin'
I'm bogus left my girl for some shawty
Surely deservin' of all this lonely
You sad tell me how are you sad
You got all of these friends you got all of these fans
I ain't trust nobody new since 2012 I ain't let nobody in
Jesus got killed for our sins walter got killed for a coat
I'm tryna cope but it's a part of me gone
In this packed room I'm alone
I'm havin' a busy day I'll hit you back right away
I seen that skies were grey I hope to God you're safe
I'm havin' a busy day I'll hit you back right away
I seen that skies were grey I hope to God you're safe
Ohhh ohhh
I'm so alone just me and my girl
She leave me for work then leave me for school
She finally home I leave her for tour
Face time me nudity yeah all of this new to me yeah
All of the infidelity when I was 17 been catchin' up
It still feel like she'll catch me cheatin'
N***as askin' me how tour was
Knowin' I been home like two months
And I seen your a*s like two times
Save the small-talk like two dimes
No time social interaction
Had female friends I found attractive
I tried to f**k but I am no savage
Now we don't speak we just walk past
If my past could talk
It'd probably reply to the missed calls after all
'Cause the friendships that I can't recall
Done turned my heart into camouflage
While the guys I used to play basketball with
Doin' s**t that I can't endorse now
With the Lord now when it pours down
Was alone then still alone now
I'm havin' a busy day I'll hit you back right away
I seen that skies were grey I hope to God you're safe
I'm havin' a busy day I'll hit you back right away
I seen that skies were grey I hope to God you're safe
Ohhh ohhh
I'm barely here how I ain't present
Yeah I drift for a second forgot to reply to your message
But all these years
I been the same in your presence I'm still here
Countin' the seconds before I reply to your message
My biggest fear is that I have to say goodbye another time
Not like this not like this not like this
So I skip town on our moment hopefully prolonging this
I don't need nobody new to miss not like this
I want you to know
Ooooh ooh ooh ohh
Sirens on the way ayy
Now you're lying where the angels lay yeah
Sirens on the way ayy
Now we're lying where the angels lay yeah
Sirens on the way ayy
Now you're lying where the angels lay yeah
Sirens on the way ayy
Now we're lying where the angels yeah
Ridin' through the city
I'm young I'm black I'm guilty
I know one time wanna kill me
They don't know me but they fear me
15 years old with the sticky
They gon' blame it on the marijuana
Hands behind your head
And they won't let up out they lead
But if I move thats disrespect
But if they shoot then that's just that
And if I run then that look bad
Drawing they gun right off their hip
I'm probably deservin'
'Cause I know they serve and protect
But they think I'm servin'
Or they think my cellphone's a weapon
Heard that the robber wore a black mask
I fit the description aka n***a
What is the difference it's an enigma
We so divided I'm from Division
Clutch that purse 'cause of my dreadlocks
'Cross that street 'cause I'm with my friends
Curse every song in hip-hop
Keep telling yourself it's all fair
Sirens on the way ayy
Now you're lying where the angels lay yeah
Sirens on the way ayy
Now we're lying where the angels lay yeah
Sirens on the way ayy
Now you're lying where the angels lay yeah
Sirens on the way ayy
Now we're lying where the