Spotlight歌詞

Spotlight (Explicit) - Machine Gun Kelly (機關槍凱利)/Lzzy Hale
Feel this
For all that it's worth
To live in the spotlight
What if life was simple as a hug
What if my partner wasn't crippled from a drug
What if my other homie never caught a slug
What if our parents actually gave a f**k
Another black suit another black suit
Police happy to see another black shoot
His mother's make up smearing on my arms
Crying cause' I'm the only son that she's got now that he's gone
What if the ghetto never heard an instrumental
And we didn't have this rap sh*t all we had was metal
You telling me if we couldn't shoot a ball
Our lives still got shooting involved
And what if I never left out of Denver that winter for new beginnings
My father started his business and traded family for riches
You telling me that my auntie will still have a house to live in
And JoJo wouldn't be writing me from prison
But f**k it this is life
Deal with it or get dealt with
I'm in my room smoking alone like I'm selfish
Cause some days the sun's hard to face
Dad turns his son wears his face
But look closer see the heart of a lion
Sticks and stones couldn't damage my bones harder then iron
170 pounds with the walk of a giant
So defiant I pop a Valium turn up the volume
Turn up the volume
Turn up the volume
Turn up the volume
For all that it's worth
To live in the spotlight
All of my demons come to life
And all that it was
And all that it could be
Is lost in the darkness of the night
Why should I die
To live in the spotlight
Why should I kill myself for you
You'd let me die
To live in the spotlight
You'd let me die inside for you
Look
What if money wasn't part of success
Would the people I used to be friends with never left
What if making a name didn't come with regrets
I think that fame's a pre-cursor to death:
Death of a friendship
Death of a family
Death of a man
The misunderstood are always dead before 'they' understand
Staring at ceiling fans chop up milligrams draw a pentagram
Lucifer's not a rumor he's in the band damn
Liquor and vomit on my Converse
Bright lights and packed concerts
And right next to the gun
That's on my dresser are plastic orange bottles of peer pressure
And I'm ready to cave I live in a cage
How can I be a hero when I'm the one needing saved
48 days of this fast lane living
Me and my entourage no Jeremy Piven listen
It's better to burn out then fade away is what Kurt said
I felt the same until I saw his daughter and thought as a father
What if tomorrow; the only I could spoil her was dying
Started crying then popped a valium turned up the volume
Turn up the volume
Turn up the volume
Turn up the volume
For all that it's worth
To live in the spotlight
All of my demons come to life
And all that it was
And all that it could be
Is lost in the darkness of the night
Why should I die
To live in the spotlight
Why should I kill myself for you
You'd let me die
To live in the spotlight
You'd let me die inside for you
So what you do when the cop lights
Turn into a stage and a spotlight
And everyone around you starts to hate cause you got right
And feel entitled like I'm supposed to stop living my life
Well this ain't 2Pac
This ain't Em's show
This ain't Jigga man
This that Kells flow
This that C-town 19-double-X rep so
Welcome to my life here's a ticket to the next show spotlight
Welcome to my life here's a ticket to the next show