《losing my mind》的詞曲創作人為比莉·艾利什,歌曲語言為英語,其歌詞如下:
I'm so tired of being disrespected and misunderstood,
我對於總是被不尊重和不被理解感到非常疲倦。
And I'm sick of the cameras always following me,
我也厭惡無休止地被鏡頭跟隨著。
I guess it's just a part of the fame,
我想這只是成名的一部分罷了。
But it's like I'm trapped in my own real life recreation.
但我好像被困在了我自己的現實再創作中。
Cause lately it seems like everybody hates me,
因為最近似乎人人都在憎恨我。
I'm overwhelmed, it's so complicated, and I'm going crazy.
我承受不住了,一切都變得如此複雜,我快要瘋了。
So I keep losing my mind, losing my mind,
所以我一次又一次地讓自己失控,讓自己迷失心智。
Overthinking it makes it so hard to breathe,
過度思考讓我感到呼吸困難。
But I keep losing my mind, losing my mind,
但我一次又一次地讓自己失控,讓自己迷失心智。
And I don't know what to do, I'm going crazy.
我不知道該怎麼辦,我快要瘋了。
And I don't know what to say, I'm at a loss for words,
我不知道該怎麼說,我無言以對。
I'm trying to be brave and strong and not a victim,
我試著勇敢、堅強,而不是一個受害者。
But lately it seems like every single thing I say is taken out of context.
但最近似乎我說的每一句話都被無端曲解了。
And it's like I'm being crucified for a crime I didn't even do,
好像我因為一件我並未犯下的罪行而被釘在十字架上受辱。
And I don't know what to do, I'm going crazy.
我不知道該怎麼辦,我快要瘋了。
So I keep losing my mind, losing my mind, (lose my mind)
所以我一次又一次地讓自己失控,讓自己迷失心智。
And I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do, (lose my mind)
我不知道該怎麼辦,我快要瘋了,我不知道該怎麼辦。
So I keep losing my mind, losing my mind. (lose my mind) (x2)
所以我一次又一次地讓自己失控,讓自己迷失心智。 (讓自己失控) (x2) 重複的次數可以根據自己的喜好來決定。